A Big Thank YouAdded 2014-12-22 09:35:21
Just wanted to say a very big thank you to you all for the way in which you have respected my need to be with friends but quiet.
OhMyBingo has been just the distraction I have needed on and off through the day.
Everything is still very much up in the air - I should be hearing any time soon about my CT scan and bronchoscopy but at this time of the year Christmas can throw things out a bit
Still don't feel I am up to chatting - very emotional and up n down .
Dave is being brilliant but I can tell just by looking at him that his heart is breaking and I don't know how to make that right.
My daughter was devastated when I told her - I never again want to hear those sobs which came from such a dark place while I held her tight.
Having nursed my Dad through lung cancer - I do have a good idea of whats ahead and at the moment I am praying hard for the strength to cope
Will do an update when I know more but until then ....Have a lovely Christmas and thanks to all of you for your support and good wishes xxxxxxxxxxx